I have an intention to create more. Right now, it is going down the drain. Lot of appointment. Not easy to find time to sit down and create something. Would like to have a few hours to get intricate craft objects. I don't have the luxury. I have to find projects that can be made quickly or in a limited amount of time. Or put the more long projects into chunks. I don't it will be easy. I find it hard to leave a project and come back later.
On the other hand, I feel the need to do something. I want to create. I had always been most effective in the evening. It is just that lately, it had troubles to do something in the evening. My evenings are shorter now. In that case, maybe a better planning for evenings? It is not easy to solve.
I could take some chunk of time to dedicate to my projects. I am a bit reticent, even if it could be a solution. What I dislike in that: I feel robbing of the spur of the moment. I am more in the creating when I feel inspired. Can be hard to work in these conditions. It goes smoother if I have a clear idea of what I want to do. Once I feel inspired, it goes fast and well.
So, I guess I have to balance inspiration and available time. Easier said than done. I will have to experiement. Lot of experimentation. I feel there is just that in my life right now. Lot of adaptation on my part. I would like to find a more sure footing. Just hope to find the balance quickly. I am in a hectic period. Once in calmer water, I will find it easier to balance everything.
Lot of rambling. I am just frustrated by the state of my creativity. I don't feel I am doing something on the creative side. I seems to have lost it in the flurry of real life.
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