I feel bumped. I feel I have wasted my time. Most of all, I just had a bad craft day. Nothing worked as I wanted to. I feel angry it didn't worked well. I feel my mind is in a wasteland of unproductive thoughts. Really, it had tainted my mind in a negative way. I am sure it also feed the poeple who had come into contact with me. I wasn't a pleasant person today, ruff and gruff.
Today is a waisted day. Nothing to be done to get on the right track, not for now. I am a bit too much into my negative thoughts and my frustration. It block everything and I end up feeling uninspired. I only want to throw all crafting tools on the other side of the room, all out of frustration. Not very pleasant feelings. I don't feel I am able to thrive creatively so nothing can be done and I stop for today.
I think it is the first time that I feel that way so strongly. Maybe it is the first time that I recognize this kind of deep frustration. I don't remember feeling so deeply angry while trying doing some projects. Usually, doing my projects makes me feel better. Something is not right today. Time to go and try to see what is getting wrong. Environment seems to have a little impact today. Usually, it is not the case. I seems to be affected mentally in some way. I will take a break and try again tomorrow.
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