Monday, 8 January 2018

Uncommon emotions

It may be strange but there are some times where there is something heppening to me.  My reaction?  I have an emotion that I don't have any name for.  Is it me?  For sure, I do not feel the basic and most common emotions like fear, angry, affraid, happy, etc...  When it happen, it is going on the weird, uncomfortable and uneasy side.  Why?  Did I miss something about emotions as a child?

I sometimes feel a bit alien toward my emotions, especially when I can't pinpoint.  It is a bit embarassing.  When a person write, it is important to put the right work on emotions.  It makes me wonder if there is enough words in various language for every emotion, be it common or uncommon.  How do I describe the eomtions that I have that I don't have the name?  How to find if the emotion have the correct word?  How can I communicate and describe the feeling?   What I can feel can be very primal,  i do feel them very strongly.  It seems to come from deep in my psyche, being triggered first a long time ago, in a time when I registered only the emotion, not the even.

It must be a personal mystery.  Something that I am unable to access easily.  It must be somthing deep inside me, probably in a time where I was unable to talk I guess.  I do not know if telepathy could solve that mystery.  I know for sure that I did not have any bad trauma.  I was well surrounded.  I do not know how I could have get those feelings.  Well, it is a good thing that I don't have those emotions quite often!

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