Strange how a situation can leave trace of confusion, a will of having an inner truth detector and wishing to know more about an institution. It gives an after taste of eery fiction melodrama. I also hate the feeling of being the ping pong ball between two people having different informations. Who have the best information? I also feel all weird up. A few things have been drop up very easily after being push up a bbit hard.
It is where I wish to have a built in truth detector or some serum of knowledge to help me say the right thing at the right moment. It would leave the confusion out of the equation. In fiction, most character seems to know where to go, where to go, what to say. They keep their uncertainty to themselves. Those who act like idiots usually end up totally screw up, a real fatality.
What will happen from this experience? I will have to rely on my wit and imagination, do a little bit of research on my own and have the system of taking care of things by myself. I guess it will be for the better because sometimes, people don't seems to know everything or don't offer everything. Personal relationship are there for good and bad. It is great when it goes well and it is terrible when it goes bad. When it goes bad, most often, there is the problem of the interpersonal skills. Some people have it and other don't
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