Busy times

The next few weeks will be a bit more busy than usual.  I have a few things that had been added up in my schedule.  It won't be as hectic as last week.  It is just a new routine for the next few weeks.   Blogging won't change.  It just mean that I will have less time to sit down and create.   It is a bit of a shame.  Right now, I would have the right mindset for some inspired writing.  I don't know if I will be able to do some here and there, in small chunk.  I will have to try that.  Of course, I will bring with me some pen and notepad.  It is always good to bring them while out of home.  Inspiration can be triggered easily sometimes.

It sadden me a bit to be that busy.  I am in one period of my life where I need some time to sit down and create.  Not just writing.  To do various projects.  Not just to escape.  I need to think while doing a piece of jewelry, for example.  I need to focus my concentration on one thing at a time.  Next autumn will also be big. I may have to change a few things.  I will have to think for a few options for this fall.  I am in a period of many uncertainties.  Maybe I will need to takes some drastic decision, even if I had been advised otherwise.

I don't like the situation I am in.  I have to see where are my options, what I can do, plan a and plan b.  It is where creation comes in.  I need to connect with something tangible and concrete.  To be hands on.  With the schedule of the next few weeks, I will not be able to do as much as I need to restore a balance.  I am pretty much on the go.  There will be some days where I will be too tired to do anything else.  It will be going around and going to various places.  I can't do much or what I like when going out of home.  I will have to be creative if I want to get things done.  I will probably have to do some sketches of jewelry pieces, for example or taking notes for stories.  I won't be able to do peyote stitches, that for sure.  I already have to be vigilent with beads while at home.  I don't want to loose any beads while out of my place.

I still lucky to have good parts of evening free.  It is where I have the biggest chunk of time to be creative.  It is hard for me to do anything during the day.  This automn will be trickier because I will have even less time on the evening, if plan a works.  Being a creative person is not always easy.  It is not fun to have to resort to a schedule for creation.  It kind of kill the sudden inspiration.  It also push me on the impression to go on a more professional side.  I am not really ready for becoming a professional artist.  There are a lot of things I have to decide before making the jump to the professional side of creation.